just a simple girl telling her story

love:

my mom said “going back to an old relationship is like rewatching a movie and expecting a different ending to happen” and that hit me hard

(via teenagerposts)

Soooo not to sound cheesy but this is finally gonna be the year i reinvent myself. I would by lying if i said i was happy with my life right now. My love life has been shot to hell and I have gained more weight than I would like to even admit to myself. Most days I didn’t want to get out of bed or leave my room but I had to plaster on a smile day after day. I have finally decided to cut toxic people out of my life and people who haven’t made an effort to be there. This is a huge step for me because I usually try to give people the benefit of the doubt and way too many chances thinking “they’ll change”. If 2017 showed me anything, i invested too much time into people (mostly guys) who didn’t invest anything in me. I am going to focus on me… that means getting healthier because lets face it, I became the fat girl. I am going to focus on not letting guys define my worth because guys who just want to mess around and treat me like i’m nothing are not worth my time anymore. I am going to work on finding something I am passionate about to help with the struggles of leaving my room everyday. I have way more to lose by not following through with this than I have to gain. It is late in the new year (Jan. 3) (kinda not really) but here I am on Jan. 3rd ready to finally make a change and pull myself out of this few month long slump I have been stuck in for far too long. 

do you ever feel like a huge outsider? I was born in the wrong generation

I am so done with waiting on people. I have things to do and want so badly to be selfish but cannot be mean. I want to do what I want but i am being held up. All i wanted to do was stay another day but nope. the person wont cooperate and it is infuriating.

mfvictoria:

As a student, the most comforting words you’ll ever hear are “i haven’t started either”

(via alltookel)